Sometimes however I have a hard time dealing with temptation. The bible says to love thyself so sometimes I sneak away so I can masturbate.
Sister
Sara asked me to finish my candle lighting and then take a break. I needed
to find some place private where I could sit down and finger myself.This
is a very nervous time for me because the risk of getting caught is very
high.
It's
hard when you live in a monestary. There are some very sexy men here but
none of us is allowed to have sex. Thank god for my fantasies and time
alone, I am sure that god understands my need to pleasure myself from
time to time.
This
looked like a good spot to get off. It's been over 2 weeks since I last
had a chance to masturbate. I feel like a bottle of soda that has been
shaken up and is ready to explode. This will be one of my better sessions.